not a cult.
u·to·pi·a – /yo͞oˈtōpēə/ – noun: Utopia; plural noun: Utopias; noun: utopia; plural noun: utopias
an imagined place or state of things in which everything is perfect. The word was first used in the book Utopia (1516) by Sir Thomas More.
synonyms: paradise, heaven (on earth), Eden, Garden of Eden, Shangri-La, Elysium; idyll, nirvana, God’s country; literaryArcadia
“it may be your idea of Utopia, but it’s not mine.”
Utopia is not a cult.
It is not a snowy compound off the grid,
but it was two young lovers
throwing popcorn at each other
because there’s no snow in San Diego.
Utopia is not a cult.
It’s not group-think or conformist factions,
but it was sitting
through the same community play,
year after year,
knowing mean old Ebenezer
will have a change of heart,
and yet still weeping tears of joy
when he does, hugging his nephew.
It’s not a cult, and yet, it was there
pretending to be sound asleep
when tiny children impatiently stirred us
to see what the fat guy in red and white
brought them the night before.
Utopia is not a cult. It’s just not.
It doesn’t demand wealth redistribution,
even as she anonymously paid the meal tab
of a struggling young adult
on year one of surviving alone,
knowing that nearly everyone
has a year-one story
that hasn’t been heard.
Utopia isn’t a cult.
It doesn’t demand mandatory appeasement,
but she gave the greatest cuddles
in human history, and she never tired
of delivering comfort.
Utopia doesn’t measure cups
except on the occasion
when she examined empty cups,
looking to fill them again.
I don’t know if Utopia is a she,
but I know she isn’t a cult.
Utopia’s voice was frail and robust;
hearing her song filled your own lungs
but you are not required to sing,
Only sing with her
if you want to,
and you will want to.
Because she ain’t a cult!
And I can’t tell you who she is
but I can tell you who she isn’t
and describe who she was
whenever she cleared her throat
etching her soft voice into memory
whenever she replenished her neighbor’s bowl
without hesitation or thought of her own
whenever she held me as I cried in darkness
patiently awaiting my slow turn to sunrise.
Yeah, I know who Utopia was
but I cannot tell you who she is
for I cannot describe the phenomenon
while simultaneously living the miracle
any more than I can put legs on a snake
or feathered wings on a fish.
Utopia is of us, within us, and beyond us.
She is ours to grasp, or leave alone.
She is perhaps my next breath,
and certainly was my last smile,
But she ain’t no damn cult.
Written for dVerse Poetics: Utopia, hosted by Gospel Isosceles.
Also shared at Real Toads The Tuesday Platform.